Just a really quick post. I felt like I just needed to tell the (cyber)world how sweet life can be sometimes.
Today was a good day. Not the best, but I felt a bit more uplifted after today than usual.
- No traffic on the way to school, which always feels awesome.
- The most original story idea I’ve ever had hit me in the head while I was zoning in and out of class. (Very excited for the holidays now so I can start working on that.)
- I got the ‘good box’ of sushi for lunch. (Freshly made and rolled tightly.)
- Finished my final submission for my Photography class, and ahead of time for once! (A portfolio of our best works in video form, and I even had time to mix the music myself.)
- Our team won the badminton championship!!!
And to top it all off, the UV express I rode on the way home just now smelled like raw cookie dough! (That’s good in my book.)
Ahh, so good. Life’s kind to you sometimes. Best to just enjoy it while the moment lasts.
Signing off for now,
Heyyo, people of the Internet!
Finally back with another post! It’s actually the start of our finals this week, and it ends some time next week (and then summer break, here I come). But, as usual, I don’t really study for any of my exams…especially now that I’m taking Fine Arts and most of my exams can’t exactly be studied. So if I’m not already being honest enough right now, exam time is actually when I am the most free.
Growing up in a country (or maybe I should say continent) that puts SO MUCH importance on school and grades, I often observed most of my classmates/schoolmates being so stressed and lethargic during exam time, due to burning the midnight oil, being too nit-picky with their assignments, mental and emotional breakdowns, and even suicidal thoughts. And I just felt really bad for them because they’re growing up thinking that school and grades are just that – super stressful and the only thing that will make their parents proud.
Personally, studying everyday even until the day of the exam has never worked. I get so stressed and so engrossed in all the info I’m trying to absorb that my mind just becomes so….artificial? Like I’m a computer storing all this info that I’ll probably only use for that one day. It felt like my humanity was just draining out of me like a running tap. Continue reading
Hey guys! Happy 2016!!!
So, I’m halfway through my first year of college and it’s almost time to apply for a new school ‘coz I’m really not feeling it at my current school (or rather, I’m feeling way too strongly against everything at my current school). I don’t know if it’s because of the people I hang with, who are just so URGH, or the course I’m doing, Fine Arts, which is what I’ve been doing for pretty much my whole life and is honestly getting a little routine/repetitive/redundant due to having come from a specialized art school. Continue reading
Christmas is coming up! And New Year’s is just around the corner! This is always my favorite time of the year. Time to let go of the past and start anew. There have been a few things that happened recently that still irk me up to this very moment, and I want to just get it off my chest in the hopes that I’ll feel WAY better after (which is usually the case).
A couple of weeks ago, our 2nd semester at school just started, so it was pretty much just introductions. In one particular class, the teacher openly admitted/warned us that she can be arrogant most of the time. I was absolutely fine with that, having dealt with much worse in my previous school. Arrogance is the least of my worries, really. After we introduced ourselves to the teacher, she asked the class if anyone of us were arrogant too. Quite shockingly, they pointed at me! I was quite offended by this. Never have I ever been described as arrogant! Nor do I think I have EVER been arrogant! Nonetheless, with this bunch of people who I barely know, and who barely know me! But, being the nice and NON-arrogant person that I was, I shrugged it off and said nothing against it that day. However, I can never really get over it until I justify myself to somebody, anybody…so here goes. Continue reading
It’s been 5 days since I had this dream, but I haven’t fully gotten over it yet. Usually, when I have an unusual or weird dream, I write it down, look up some stuff, and never think about it again (unless it recurs). This one, though, left me in such a daze that I started to really think about the choices I’m making, and what I really want to do with my life.
From what I wrote down that morning, the dream seemed to take place in present time. I was saying ‘goodbye’ to my blockmates (including the ones who had already left), who were in uniform, in an unfamiliar car park. They were saying things like, “Congrats, Agnes!”, “Good luck, Agnes! Take care!”, and other positive and congratulatory exclamations. We then parted ways, and I sat on a bench in the car park with some girl whom I don’t think I’ve ever met in real life. She was telling me how she was going to miss me so much, and how we weren’t going to be able to “hang out like this” anymore. Everything fades to black, and I wake up the next day. Continue reading
Hey guys! Quick post/update…
So, yesterday, I experienced a lot of lower back pain (again). I couldn’t get out of bed…like, I was paralyzed from the neck down. I was stuck, basically. Thankfully, like the last time it happened, I could get up after an hour, but I walked weirdly haha. So I thought I shouldn’t over-exert myself by walking to school (in heels might I add, which is mandatory at my school 😛 ).
Anyways, I read somewhere that caffeine is an ingredient in a lot of painkillers. So it just clicked in my mind that all the Starbucks trips I’ve made must have increased my pain tolerance slowly over the years. And God knows how much I love Starbucks, and how often I drink it…hehe…So, naturally, once I was able enough, I decided to go to Starbucks! (Haha, hey, I brought homework so I could chill there and be productive too, okay?)
Yo yo yo! Waddup?
Obviously, I’m in a good mood. Hehe, it’s Sunday morning, so why wouldn’t I be? Anyways, I’ve got lots of good and positive stuff to share with you guys, so let’s get started.
DISCLAIMER: this post gets REALLY messy…I mean REALLY messy. You’ve been warned.
Feeling really drained lately. I don’t know why. I’ve been getting at least 8 hours of sleep, and I take ciestas(aka naps) on weekends for like hours at a time. I’ve been eating healthy–no soda or fast food at all–and exercising. (Well, I haven’t been taking my meds, but I haven’t done that in a LONG while so I doubt it’ll make a difference.) So I don’t know what’s wrong………..well, maybe I do…