It’s been 5 days since I had this dream, but I haven’t fully gotten over it yet. Usually, when I have an unusual or weird dream, I write it down, look up some stuff, and never think about it again (unless it recurs). This one, though, left me in such a daze that I started to really think about the choices I’m making, and what I really want to do with my life.
From what I wrote down that morning, the dream seemed to take place in present time. I was saying ‘goodbye’ to my blockmates (including the ones who had already left), who were in uniform, in an unfamiliar car park. They were saying things like, “Congrats, Agnes!”, “Good luck, Agnes! Take care!”, and other positive and congratulatory exclamations. We then parted ways, and I sat on a bench in the car park with some girl whom I don’t think I’ve ever met in real life. She was telling me how she was going to miss me so much, and how we weren’t going to be able to “hang out like this” anymore. Everything fades to black, and I wake up the next day. Continue reading