Emptiness

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnddddd I’m back, guys!

[Just thought I’d post something real quick.  Oh, and btw, I’ve been getting so much traffic from IG ever since I put a link to this blog on my profile…cool beans.  Thanks, random strangers who may or may not be stalkers.]

I can’t help but feel that I’ve ruined my life on so many levels, and I continue to ruin it even though I’m fully aware how I’m ruining it.  I just think about things too much, and it leads me to come up with these bewildering and often stupid conclusions.

I wish it could stop.  I wish I could stop.  I wish everything would JUST.  STOP.  I need to take a breather…from life.  Not even long weekends and holidays give me the rest I need anymore.  I feel like everything is just so draining. Continue reading

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To the friend I treated unfairly

Dear B,

I miss you so much.

7 years ago, I ruined everything.  I don’t know why I said those things.  I was just a stupid little kid; temperamental, easily jealous, incapable of making sane decisions.

I regret everything I did to you.  I was the worst friend ever. Continue reading

Still got the Valentine’s Day blues?

Hey guys!

Haha, a belated ‘Happy Valentine’s Day’! No offense to anyone who didn’t have a happy one…it’s just that the combination of ‘Happy + Insert random noun here + Day‘ sounds really good together. And I don’t believe in ‘Anti-Valentine’s Day’. That’s not very nice, coming from a Catholic who takes feast days of certain Saints very seriously. Anyways, I had an average Valentine’s Day, if you were wondering–I went to a museum and made sweet love to some 19th century contemporary art…again…
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